When Your SEN Child Plays Up…

SEN child was playing up. Everyone looks at you like you’re incapable or stressed or overwhelmed or a bad parent. In reality, it’s his first flare up in ages. A regression of sorts, after weeks or months of understanding the world as it is, before he suddenly forgets everything he’s learnt, in a split second. … Continue reading When Your SEN Child Plays Up…

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Recovery To Me Is No Longer Having Enough Symptoms To Qualify For Diagnosis 😌

I’ve had people tell me I’m beyond recovery. I’ve had people blame every emotion I have on eupd/bpd. I’ve had people turn a harassment case into an attack on my mental stability because they didn’t see what I saw. Having read my notes, I’ve always been very low-scale bpd. Even when at my worst. My … Continue reading Recovery To Me Is No Longer Having Enough Symptoms To Qualify For Diagnosis 😌

Please Tell Me If You Enjoy My Lessons 😂

In both autism and bpd, the amygdala is hyperactive which leads to communicative and emotional diversities. Both have a dysfunctional Hippocampus. Both have abnormal cortisol levels thanks to the Hypothalamic-pituary-adrenal axis. Both have an ineffective Prefrontal Cortex. People with both disorders will present in childhood, though they say bpd is developmental whereas you’re born with … Continue reading Please Tell Me If You Enjoy My Lessons 😂

My Mum, My Very Best Friend, My Biggest Champion, Past Away in June, 2018 😞

Your death doesn’t feel real. It feels like you’re still in hospital, with hope of recovery. It’s just another health scare that you’ll pull through, because that’s what you do. You get rushed to hospital. I worry. I cry. I miss the gaping space you filled up, I miss us chatting complete and utter bullshit, … Continue reading My Mum, My Very Best Friend, My Biggest Champion, Past Away in June, 2018 😞

Everyone Has Some Kind Of “Coming Out” Story To Tell… 😇

This is mine. Facebook. August, 2017. It's been a long battle, where I felt like I'd almost completely lost my sanity, but today I got officially diagnosed with borderline personality disorder (bpd) and bipolar type 2. I feel like a weight has been lifted. Bpd is very stigmatised and misunderstood so let me clear a … Continue reading Everyone Has Some Kind Of “Coming Out” Story To Tell… 😇