Who The Fuck Am I? 🤔

So many side effects of my meds, I can’t keep track. Now we can add sex aversion to the ever-growing list, as well as joint and muscle pain that makes even walking incredibly painful. Looks like I’ve shat my pants, honestly, ffs... The BPD didn’t just give me a high sex drive; it also made … Continue reading Who The Fuck Am I? 🤔


Swing, Swing, From The Tangles of My Heart 😒

I’m on a downer. I’m apathetic and feel dead. I’m tired, weak, and everything has slowed down. My speech is slurred, my reflexes are slower, n my body aches. My brain isn’t working. I feel sedated. I’ve been exhausted all day despite sleeping well last night. My vision is blurry. I feel dead inside. Empty. … Continue reading Swing, Swing, From The Tangles of My Heart 😒

Swing Low, Sweet Chariot 🤔

I hate when you get used to feeling “good”, then you turn into the opposite. I completely flew off handle the other day over some basic, not-at-all-important criticism, and have been a moody irritable cow ever since. My body aches, I’m having migraines, I’m sore and tender and fucking EXHAUSTED. All because someone said something … Continue reading Swing Low, Sweet Chariot 🤔