World Suicide Prevention Day 💔

I haven't blogged in a while because to be fair I have felt overwhelmed and am on a bit of a downswing. I'm sorry! I wrote this yesterday, for Suicide Prevention Day, but forgot to press send 🤦‍♀️ Let's start a real conversation on suicide and prevention. A real one. Not one where you try … Continue reading World Suicide Prevention Day 💔

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Recovery To Me Is No Longer Having Enough Symptoms To Qualify For Diagnosis 😌

I’ve had people tell me I’m beyond recovery. I’ve had people blame every emotion I have on eupd/bpd. I’ve had people turn a harassment case into an attack on my mental stability because they didn’t see what I saw. Having read my notes, I’ve always been very low-scale bpd. Even when at my worst. My … Continue reading Recovery To Me Is No Longer Having Enough Symptoms To Qualify For Diagnosis 😌

Please Tell Me If You Enjoy My Lessons 😂

In both autism and bpd, the amygdala is hyperactive which leads to communicative and emotional diversities. Both have a dysfunctional Hippocampus. Both have abnormal cortisol levels thanks to the Hypothalamic-pituary-adrenal axis. Both have an ineffective Prefrontal Cortex. People with both disorders will present in childhood, though they say bpd is developmental whereas you’re born with … Continue reading Please Tell Me If You Enjoy My Lessons 😂

Everyone Has Some Kind Of “Coming Out” Story To Tell… 😇

This is mine. Facebook. August, 2017. It's been a long battle, where I felt like I'd almost completely lost my sanity, but today I got officially diagnosed with borderline personality disorder (bpd) and bipolar type 2. I feel like a weight has been lifted. Bpd is very stigmatised and misunderstood so let me clear a … Continue reading Everyone Has Some Kind Of “Coming Out” Story To Tell… 😇

Can’t Have BPD Without Symptoms, Right? 😉

Moods shift so suddenly, you don’t know if you’re coming or going. You love someone, but the slightest separation or argument can make you hate them, feeling as though they’ve “gone off” you. That’s splitting, where you go from idealisation to devaluation in the blink of an eye. The 9 symptoms of BPD are (you … Continue reading Can’t Have BPD Without Symptoms, Right? 😉

Can’t Educate Without Some Facts, Right? 😉

1.) In the United States, research has shown that 1.6% of the population has BPD. That means that there are over four million people with BPD in America alone, yet BPD isn’t as well known as other disorders. It’s actually more common than schizophrenia. 2.) Women are far more likely to be diagnosed with BPD … Continue reading Can’t Educate Without Some Facts, Right? 😉

Is BPD a Sexist Diagnosis?

I believe so. In my view, male aggression is so normalised in our society that men are often under-diagnosed, and women are viewed as hysterical and “emotionally unstable” (EUPD actually includes the term “emotionally unstable”). BPD emotions are NORMAL. Our reactions aren't deemed so. There is nothing “wrong” with us, we just process, feel and … Continue reading Is BPD a Sexist Diagnosis?