So many side effects of my meds, I can’t keep track. Now we can add sex aversion to the ever-growing list, as well as joint and muscle pain that makes even walking incredibly painful. Looks like I’ve shat my pants, honestly, ffs…
The BPD didn’t just give me a high sex drive; it also made me promiscuous. My meds haven’t just given me a low sex drive; they’ve also given me complete sexual aversion. The thought of having a penis inside me makes me feel physically sick. I’m not even sure who I am anymore.
BPD is characterised by shifting moods, from one extreme to the other, and I realise it’s not much different on meds, though a lot of the worst moods have been contained.
Who the fuck am I?