My moods shift so suddenly I start to doubt my own choices, thoughts, feelings, decisions….. “I liked that yesterday but hate it today”. “I was in a good mood now I’m utterly depressed”… so was I really ok or merely having a manic? The bpd mind is pure confusion. It’s like living in a perpetual paradox. And I hate paradoxes because of the BPD black-and-white thought process.
BPD is a fucking paradox, yet the BPD mind won’t tolerate paradox.
It’s such bullshit.